Are you an animator/graphic designer?

Hey, so according to my title, yas, I’m actually trying to recruit some animators/graphic designer, basically if you like to draw and can draw but you ain’t not sure what you wanna do with your career, (ok honestly this sounds so cliche but – ) me and my friends are actually trying to start a business/market of our own and yas, it is difficult, but well, if you are don’t have any directions and honestly you don’t want to work under a boss for the rest of your life (oops, another cliche line), we are trying our best to be have a good team and start to set up and just basically do your passion.

Okay, so that was my advertisement and here am I doing another post, wanted to talk a little something.
I just want to say that, in my opinion, everyone always try to hide their downs in their life. They always in control on what you see of them especially in social medias – making you think their life is perfect and rich but I do believe that nothing comes easy. Each good thing may have its suffer behind.
I sort of realised this when I am really down in my life but few of my friends come to me and say i’m good or lucky and etc., not that I want to deny them and being super humble, I just think that my friends are even better than me, and turns out everyone has their own problems.

I wanted to say this because social media has changed our lives. The likes – oh, they have affected me real bad, and I think I was just addicted to it. Like few years back, I know that there are plenty of apps that just requires to like or follow other people’s ig account, you will get your likes and follows, so yeah, but I just could not catchup and ofc I didn’t want to like a random eww photo as my followers are able to see that too.
Then I did something that changed my life or perspective, I turned off ig notifications – just left the dm notifications on, and honestly, I slowly did not care about my likes or followers. I think it is just toxic.

And also, I really do not want this “me caring about likes and followers” affect my emotions and my perspective of looking things. I should be just posting whatever I like – eventhough I really want to create a good feed – but I know what are my priorities are.

However, these days I’m thinking of doing wordpress/blog or youtube as like a content creator. I know it is hard for me because I know I’m a person who likes immediate results and I will only strive to be better. But being a content creator ain’t that way and I really need to learn how to still set my priorities and be self discipline.

Still, I feel that my purpose have to always set right too. Honestly, me starting to blog again was purely just want to share my thoughts or treated it like a public dairy – not so public now I guess because I don’t really share it to anyone I did this – and honestly doing youtube videos/igtv is just to showcase my piano skills/music and I don’t really crave for many fans or followers to find me. I just want to be who I want to be.

I guess that’s all I wanted to talk about, stay healthy; spread positivity. ❤